Dad

Hi Dad...

How are you? What have you been up too? I guess you can see how I am..

I have been going through so much lately.. Can u see me? I try to get by and not show others how I actually feel but I am actually sad and at times I am hurt.. I miss you but I don’t know how to express how I feel. I guess this is one way of informing you..

So tell me, what have you been up too up there or have you joined the party in hell?? haha You remember what you use to say Dad? Why go to heaven when the party is in hell!!! I will never forget that.. guess what dad I have a 1st class ticket to hell as well... hahaha

Everyone is doing well here.. Mandy (Garry's girl) is in Singapore and she is visiting me this Thursday and then she is off to Thailand.. I haven't met Dennis in awhile his last trip we didn’t meet at all.. You know right he got married? I am sure you do, silly question.

Mum, is still the same, we have our ups and down's.. More down's then up I reckon.. Oh well it makes me stronger in a way..

I haven't call Elaine, I can’t seem to bring myself to call her.. I know I should but I feel bad..

The boy's miss you very much dad.. and you little girl misses you too.. Have you meet Steven there? I will light a candle for you dad.. I will also drink a scotch for u as well.. ha-ha

If I could only call you now there is so much I want to tell you.. It seems silly writing it up on here you.. I have to let it out..it’s been hard with you no here any more.

Dad, Eric Ba passed away 7mths ago.. he was a good man.. I miss him as well.. I am glad I got to see him before his last breath..

Well I am not sure what else to say but I love you and I miss you so much.. Take care dad..