Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Dad

Dad i miss you...

I never knew that losing someone can hurt so badly. I have tried to be strong but i am crumbling inside. Not wanting others to see or hear my pain... I don’t know how much longer i can hold my head up...

If i was given one day, just one day to be in you presence i would say and do so much... i don’t think i expressed enough how i felt towards you. We were apart for so long and when i thought thing were about to change, GOD decided that you go back to him... I didn’t get that chance Dad. I am sorry!

I hope that i have made you proud in some way... i know i have let you down as well but i want you to know that you are my backbone to surviving... i strive to be like you but i will never compare but to know i come from the same blood i am honoured..

Only after you left, i knew who you really were. What it was like for you when you were younger which none of your children knew... We were all shocked that you have made your life what it was. We are all proud to have you as our father...

Dad? I wonder how you are up there. I wonder what you do. I miss you Dad... Since you left i still have the home number under DAD... When i call i forget sometimes and after realising i hang up...

Mum is doing fine... I don’t want to see her go... It would brake me...Dad give me strength! My wish was to go before you and mum but i guess my wish didn’t come true...

Dad, you know what i have finally met someone... I wish you had a chance to meet him... Nice guy...

Dad when i think about my wedding day i have always pictured you dancing with me. Father and Daughter Dance... Now that you are no longer around i don’t know who will dance with me...

Dad i love you... I will never stop thinking about you... Dad, don’t stop watching me ok?

R.I.P.
Raymond G. Moyle

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