Not the End..

A month ago she was smiling and laughing and she couldn't even conceal her happiness. Radiance from her face, laughter from the soul and a smile that can make hearts melt.. She was in-love..and still is...

Today her eyes have swollen up and her tears know not to end..Why? Broken hearted and hurt..love yet again has proved to be painful..

Reason for all this is life, GOD and fate.. it’s all beyond our control..
They say fate is in god's hand but we seek for want we want and GOD grants it if he thinks we are worthy of it.. Bullshit.. seriously the things that some of us have gone through is remarkable. Why do some of us suffer more than others? Punishment for?

Well my dear, there are no words i can say to make your hurting stop, nor is there anything i can do to heal your broken heart. I wish that GOD open’s up to see what he has decided and realise that you need a break and that people change their minds..I pray for you daily, for the best and everything you wish for.

Everyone will go through hardship and all this will make us stronger but we will not see till later once we experience it again. We then know how to accommodate ourselves and take charge of the situation..

Cry if you need too but not for too long. Your hurting and sadness i feel and i don’t like it. Its beyond my control and i hate it. I wish i was by your side so you can hit me coz your angry and hug me coz you need one and cry and let me wipe your tears. Things will be ok in time my dearest.

I will shut up and not console you now.. i know you need time to be alone and understand what has happened. I am here no matter what you say or do.. You know where to find me anytime. Just a phone call away.

Anna Yasmin

Dearest Anna,

I have not been good at giving advice. I just seem to tell it as i see it. My words don't drip with honey, its just the truth when it comes to you.

From the 1st time i met you i thought you were special. There is something about this girl.. I couldn't stop thinking about you. I misplaced your Yahoo ID, so i couldnt contact you, it was only till i met you again and got it, the following week.

I use to be in a right mess and you were my outlet of expression. You were funny and sincere. Not like most girls who just wanna be friend because they benefit from it. To be honest there was nothing you could of benefit from me..hahaha Just gossip i guess! You had a sense of humour which i havent seen in a long time. I need someone like you in my life and God decided you were that special someone..;)

When i was lonely you were there, when i was happy you were there, when i needed to have company you never hesitated. That's what friends truly are.. there with no questions..

There have been so many secrets which i kept till i met you and you gave me that opportunity to let it out without fear of revenge. I can share so much with you and know that you will give me great advice and be honest without judging me. You are fantastic ANNA.

I know we both have had our up's and down's in the relationships which we have currently but it has not distracted you from me and vice versa. Not many people can achieve this..they either choose one from the other.

Anna, allow me to tell you that you are special, sincere, honest, pretty, sexy, caring, loyal, religious, loving, giving, funny and hell the list can go on for days...

You are inlove now and i am so happy for you. Regardless of anything you will always have me... you are a blessing from above and i am grateful daily to have you. Now for someone not able to understand or see this then they are missing out in life and an opportunity to be in your presence. I can't ask for more.

Anna, i love you with all my heart and may gold bless you everyday with all your wishes. One of my prayers have been answered and that i YOU! Now i just pray something for you to happen..

Love you with all my heart can offer.. you are the best..

Smile always, and when you want to cry come to me, i will hug you, when you want to laugh call me, i will be silly, when you need a slap come see me.. i will bring you back to reality..

From my heart...XOXOX

P.S.

If there are any spelling errors just ignore ok..

Have you Completed me?

Is it too soon to judge? Is there a time limit of being with someone? How do we know that they are the ones who will complete us?

As far as I know his smile makes me melt,
his laughter warms me all around,
his warmth comforts me,
his company secures me,
these are just a few of the things he does for me,
without realising..

While he sleeps, I hear and watch him breath,
all these times it has put me at ease.

When we are hand in hand,
I feel the love that we share;
growing stronger.

His presence makes me smile with no reason,
I get butterflies all over.

Days when i am sad and beyond help,
all he needs to do is call and let me hear him breath,
to know that he is there for me without saying a word.

When i cry, he is there to hold my hand,
wiping my tear and comfort me by a single hug.

He doesn't need to express with lavish gifts,
words which could melt a thousand hearts,
he just knows how to comfort without trying..

He is not perfect, but in my eyes he is,
not knowing he has complete me.

I love you...

Feeling messed up

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

[chorus]
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so aloneYou,
you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
when you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me,
you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok I was left to cry there
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

[chorus]
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud

Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care If you don't care then
I don't care were not going newhere
Why should I care cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care If you don't care then i don't care were not going newhere